FINALLY:)

finally national exam has over!!yeyyyy!!
but wew! there's still the report*dag dig dug*
at least im free now.lol~

National EXAMination!!

Im stress out knowing that I haven't study at all for the national examination's subjects when I've got easter holiday. I hate that regret's always came late. It's just a day till the main day for final exam! Aargghh! Feels like wanna die!*hype*

But NO! I have to wake up! I have a chance to learn. I know I can! I can do what I want to do. Im gonna study well. Eventhough I have less time.. I just know that Im going to stand up!
So please everyone, pray for 2009's generation for 100% passing the national exam on 20th-24th April 2009. God bless us.AMEN:)

Thursday to Friday Together at Tawangmangu

Thursday, 09.04.09
I went to my grandma and grandpa's funeral at mojosongo, together with my relatives. After it we went to my cousin's house, to see her new house and just dropped by. My cousin's had borne a child named Revalino..he's cute :)

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My fam and I went to karangpandan (at my grandma's funeral-my dad's mom) first, then continued our trip to tawangmangu. The one who had driven there was ME! hehehe.
It rather scary for me because it's my first time drove my car to tawangmangu. The road was tortuous! But I did well~

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Entered tawangmangu-usually ppl called it 'TW', I drove quickly to 'hotel BINTANG'. And yeah, we arrived there then put our things to the room.
Because it's White Thursday-the first day that u must go to church before welcoming HOLY EASTER, my fam and I decided to go to Santa Maria church at TW. When we arrived there, wew...."Where's everyone?" It seems like there wasn't any mass there. It was on 6.30 pm. HAHA. My dad thought he was mistaken that the mass could be held on 7.00 am.
blah blah blah. Ternyata kamu tau, misae diundur on 8.00 pm!! Padahal my fam and I had gone dinner.hahah. Akernya tetep ngikutin misa tapi DIKIT terlambat.lol~

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Mbalek nd hotel, maoe langsong tidor..Tapi gak isa..pas baru maoe merem, ada xg ketok" kamarku dimana mapa uda pada nyenyak tuhh.
Ternyata ik Yanik n tio Anton..Katae mao cari maem.duh duh..tio Anton iki emang kuat maem.hahaha
Tio Anton pg kloar cari maem, trus aku mb ik Yanik sama siwak bergosiiiip ria mpe larut poll~
Kira" mpe jam 2 ato setenga 3 gitu..dari jam 12'an bee.hahah.
nyambung juga ternyata aku ngomong sama para ai'ku.LOL.
Then? GO TO SLEEP...zzzzzzzz

Friday, 10.04.09
GROJOGAN SEWU, WE'RE COMING!!xD

Me, my mom, siwak, and ik Yanik's fam went to grojogan sewu..sebenere blom rencana tuh.gtw moro" mao ksana..padahal aku pake high heels!! Nah lho..kebayang gak sih pg grojogan sewu yang penuh tangga naik turun gitu pake heels!! wew~
mestie mama yang pake heels'ku...tapi berhubung jadi ke grojogan sewu, kasian donk kalo harus mama yang pake hak tinggi.mending aku aja.kan uda hebaaaaaaat.hahaha
jadi aku yang susah" pake heel.akernya ada juga yang jual thongs. Oh thankyou God;p
Pas bli sandal, atio bli kacang gae para monyet" nakal yang slalu ngrebut makanan itu. Ada xg lucu lho monyet'e..masi nggendong anaknyaaa..kayak kangguru ae, dimasukno nd kantongane gitu.haha
yawes poe blah blah blah deee!!
Im having fun there!:D

MENGAPA AKU HARUS MENJADI AKU?

Perasaan..
Knapa harus ada?
Perlukah merasa senang?
Perlukah merasa sedih dan kecewa?
Perlukah ada rasa takut?

Sepi..
Hampa..
Bagaikan semut kecil di antara para raksasa..
Berteriak pun tak terdengar
Bersuara nan percuma

Haruskah ini kualami?
Manis dan pahit bercampur menjadi satu..
Seperti manusia bertopeng,
Tak dapat ditebak, tak dapat digapai..
Tertawa bahagia sekaligus menangis tersedu..
Mengapa?

Inikah jalan yang ingin kulewati?
Tidakkah aku merasa tersesat dan sendiri?
Kapankah ku dapat memahami arti semua ini?
Kapankah ku dapat memahami segalanya?
Mensyukuri dan menerima dengan lapang..
Hanya ada kata kecewa

Terkadang ku bertanya, "MENGAPA aku harus MENJADI aku?"

I WILL MOVE THE ROCK

A man was sleeping at night in his cabin when suddenly his room filled with light and the Savior appeared. The LORD told the man he had work for HIM to do, and showed him a large rock in front of his cabin. The LORD explained that the man was to push against the rock with all his might.

This the man did, day after day. For many years he toiled from sun up to sun down, his shoulders set squarely against the cold, massive surface of the unmoving rock, pushing with all his might. Each night the man returned to his cabin sore and worn out, feeling that his whole day had been spent in vain.

Seeing that the man was showing signs of discouragement, Satan decided to enter the picture by placing thoughts into the man's mind such as: "You have been pushing against that rock for a long time, and it hasn't budged. Why kill yourself over this? You are never going to move it." Thus giving the man the impression that the task was impossible and that he was a failure, these thoughts discouraged and disheartened the man even more. "Why kill myself over this?" he thought. "I'll just put in my time, giving just the minimum effort and that will be good enough."

And that he planned to do until one day he decided to make it a matter of prayer and take his troubled thoughts to the GOD. "LORD," he said, "I have labored long and hard in your service, putting all my strength to do that which you have asked. Yet, after all this time, I have not even budged that rock by half a millimeter. What is wrong? Why am I failing?"

To this the LORD responded compassionately, "My friend, when I asked you to serve me and you accepted, I told you that your task was to push against the rock with all your strength, which you have done. Never once did I mention to you that I expected you to move it. Your task was to push. And now you come to me, with your strength spent, thinking that you have failed. But, is that really so? Look at yourself. Your arms are strong and muscled, your back sinewed and brown, your hands are callused from constant pressure, and your legs have become massive and hard. Through opposition you have grown much and your abilities now surpass that which you used to have. Yet you haven't moved the rock. But your calling was to be obedient and to push and to exercise your faith and trust in My wisdom. This you have done."

"I, my friend, will move the rock," says the LORD. At times when we hear a word from GOD, we tend to use our own intellect to decipher what He wants, when actually what GOD wants is just simple obedience and faith in HIM… "By all means, exercise the faith that moves mountains; but it is still GOD who moves the mountain."***

(Author: Unknown)

HONEST CHOCOLATES made FROM HEART:)

I made some chocolates as soon as i could done yesterday. I arrived at my boarding house about 6 o'clock. Why it has been that late from school? Well i've got lab work every friday-once in 2 weeks. I then took a bath quickly and hurriedly went to indomaret to find some aluminium foil for the chocolates cover but there was nothing. I got back to my boarding house and went to sinar soon. I bought 500 gr of chocolates and an aluminium foil. It completely cost Rp24.500 if im not mistaken.

After i have arrived at my boarding house later, I fastly open my chocolate bars and melted it to be molded on my plastic mold. I just had 2 of it so that I must go down and upstairs frequently for 4 to 5 times. [Ih waw~capekk bener]
But u know what guys, It was all OK i've being tired coz im sure that my chocolates for y'all would have been tasted so nice because i was honestly and sincerely made it. Well, from my deepest heart too:D [LOL] Yeah I thought it was the FIRST and the LAST for me to gave my classmates some choco for a valday.hehe

On Saturday evening, my classmates and I went to Tunjungan Plaza arranged a single party [jomblo party, red] together. Generally we all just had window shopping, watching movie and eating.hahah:p
There were 13 who could made it. We just like 'no destination to go' at first. Being surroundings and around TP until I bored. I hate when gone somewhere with no importance and destination to go. It was just wasting time. I prefer stay at my boardinghouse, watching TV or just go online and read some books. It's more useful and didn't wasting money too.
I watched "Death Race" @ XXI-TP and it was just awesome. I like it. The story was cool and I thought that the story was more likely "The Condemned"-told us a killing that being on air on the internet to get many responded from society and they got to pay to watched it. But in the "Death Race", the story certainly about racing with violence and killing too.

And I've just here-being back to my boarding house then go blogging!XD
Eniwei, HAPPY VAL'DAY to all!
It's too late now and i've been so sleepy. Nite all:)

Do you like pet?

I do!:D

Especially if it is a DOG! I like 'em so much. They're really cute animal and they even can be our best friends. Eventhough they don't talk our language. Except the talking dog-Selby really exist. Don't you read it? It's a Duncan Ball stories! It's for junior or children but quite interesting though[for me.haha]
Talking about dogs, my cousin's dog [whom i gave for many years ago] have had their puppies. There're 4 cutie puppies..aaihhh..so cute:):)
One of them looks like a siberian husky [ih waw.cool then] whereas the other just like a really common dogs [anjing kampung maksudnya..hahahah]
Perhaps the male dog married my cousin's female dog have generation from husky.hahaha..but it's truly looks like a husky. A cute female husky.lol~
Its name is Ichi.

Can you see it? looks like a husky rite? Maybe the ears look different [coz husky's ears are standing upright] wahaha. But its cute eniweiii^^
I wanna have one of them too but i can't coz i stay in boarding house and my hostparents don't like dogs.huks huks.
But I do have dogs at my hometown! Miss 'em:']