MY IMAGINATION PRINCE CHARMING ;')

He looks damn nice before me
He cared so much 'bout me
His handsomeness mesmerized me
His smile always warmed me

But hey!
Am I dreaming?
Huh..yeahh hell Im just dreaming
He even doesn't really exist
He just the prince on my imagination
He just the prince on my wonderful dream

It's too hard to believe
It's too hard to convinced
It'll never be true
He just the character I build

lalala~

Im not totally free, wew..
Tomorrow is the first day of school exam. but heyy!! I can't wait for the last day of it. Im gonna going back hometown and the next day, "Bandung, I'm coming!!" :)
yesss u're right! Im gonna go to Bandung. Actually it's for attending my relative's wedding aniversary. But the day before, I can go for a walk and shopping! yeahh bibehh!hahaha

FINALLY:)

finally national exam has over!!yeyyyy!!
but wew! there's still the report*dag dig dug*
at least im free now.lol~

National EXAMination!!

Im stress out knowing that I haven't study at all for the national examination's subjects when I've got easter holiday. I hate that regret's always came late. It's just a day till the main day for final exam! Aargghh! Feels like wanna die!*hype*

But NO! I have to wake up! I have a chance to learn. I know I can! I can do what I want to do. Im gonna study well. Eventhough I have less time.. I just know that Im going to stand up!
So please everyone, pray for 2009's generation for 100% passing the national exam on 20th-24th April 2009. God bless us.AMEN:)

Thursday to Friday Together at Tawangmangu

Thursday, 09.04.09
I went to my grandma and grandpa's funeral at mojosongo, together with my relatives. After it we went to my cousin's house, to see her new house and just dropped by. My cousin's had borne a child named Revalino..he's cute :)

***

My fam and I went to karangpandan (at my grandma's funeral-my dad's mom) first, then continued our trip to tawangmangu. The one who had driven there was ME! hehehe.
It rather scary for me because it's my first time drove my car to tawangmangu. The road was tortuous! But I did well~

***

Entered tawangmangu-usually ppl called it 'TW', I drove quickly to 'hotel BINTANG'. And yeah, we arrived there then put our things to the room.
Because it's White Thursday-the first day that u must go to church before welcoming HOLY EASTER, my fam and I decided to go to Santa Maria church at TW. When we arrived there, wew...."Where's everyone?" It seems like there wasn't any mass there. It was on 6.30 pm. HAHA. My dad thought he was mistaken that the mass could be held on 7.00 am.
blah blah blah. Ternyata kamu tau, misae diundur on 8.00 pm!! Padahal my fam and I had gone dinner.hahah. Akernya tetep ngikutin misa tapi DIKIT terlambat.lol~

***

Mbalek nd hotel, maoe langsong tidor..Tapi gak isa..pas baru maoe merem, ada xg ketok" kamarku dimana mapa uda pada nyenyak tuhh.
Ternyata ik Yanik n tio Anton..Katae mao cari maem.duh duh..tio Anton iki emang kuat maem.hahaha
Tio Anton pg kloar cari maem, trus aku mb ik Yanik sama siwak bergosiiiip ria mpe larut poll~
Kira" mpe jam 2 ato setenga 3 gitu..dari jam 12'an bee.hahah.
nyambung juga ternyata aku ngomong sama para ai'ku.LOL.
Then? GO TO SLEEP...zzzzzzzz

Friday, 10.04.09
GROJOGAN SEWU, WE'RE COMING!!xD

Me, my mom, siwak, and ik Yanik's fam went to grojogan sewu..sebenere blom rencana tuh.gtw moro" mao ksana..padahal aku pake high heels!! Nah lho..kebayang gak sih pg grojogan sewu yang penuh tangga naik turun gitu pake heels!! wew~
mestie mama yang pake heels'ku...tapi berhubung jadi ke grojogan sewu, kasian donk kalo harus mama yang pake hak tinggi.mending aku aja.kan uda hebaaaaaaat.hahaha
jadi aku yang susah" pake heel.akernya ada juga yang jual thongs. Oh thankyou God;p
Pas bli sandal, atio bli kacang gae para monyet" nakal yang slalu ngrebut makanan itu. Ada xg lucu lho monyet'e..masi nggendong anaknyaaa..kayak kangguru ae, dimasukno nd kantongane gitu.haha
yawes poe blah blah blah deee!!
Im having fun there!:D

MENGAPA AKU HARUS MENJADI AKU?

Perasaan..
Knapa harus ada?
Perlukah merasa senang?
Perlukah merasa sedih dan kecewa?
Perlukah ada rasa takut?

Sepi..
Hampa..
Bagaikan semut kecil di antara para raksasa..
Berteriak pun tak terdengar
Bersuara nan percuma

Haruskah ini kualami?
Manis dan pahit bercampur menjadi satu..
Seperti manusia bertopeng,
Tak dapat ditebak, tak dapat digapai..
Tertawa bahagia sekaligus menangis tersedu..
Mengapa?

Inikah jalan yang ingin kulewati?
Tidakkah aku merasa tersesat dan sendiri?
Kapankah ku dapat memahami arti semua ini?
Kapankah ku dapat memahami segalanya?
Mensyukuri dan menerima dengan lapang..
Hanya ada kata kecewa

Terkadang ku bertanya, "MENGAPA aku harus MENJADI aku?"

I WILL MOVE THE ROCK

A man was sleeping at night in his cabin when suddenly his room filled with light and the Savior appeared. The LORD told the man he had work for HIM to do, and showed him a large rock in front of his cabin. The LORD explained that the man was to push against the rock with all his might.

This the man did, day after day. For many years he toiled from sun up to sun down, his shoulders set squarely against the cold, massive surface of the unmoving rock, pushing with all his might. Each night the man returned to his cabin sore and worn out, feeling that his whole day had been spent in vain.

Seeing that the man was showing signs of discouragement, Satan decided to enter the picture by placing thoughts into the man's mind such as: "You have been pushing against that rock for a long time, and it hasn't budged. Why kill yourself over this? You are never going to move it." Thus giving the man the impression that the task was impossible and that he was a failure, these thoughts discouraged and disheartened the man even more. "Why kill myself over this?" he thought. "I'll just put in my time, giving just the minimum effort and that will be good enough."

And that he planned to do until one day he decided to make it a matter of prayer and take his troubled thoughts to the GOD. "LORD," he said, "I have labored long and hard in your service, putting all my strength to do that which you have asked. Yet, after all this time, I have not even budged that rock by half a millimeter. What is wrong? Why am I failing?"

To this the LORD responded compassionately, "My friend, when I asked you to serve me and you accepted, I told you that your task was to push against the rock with all your strength, which you have done. Never once did I mention to you that I expected you to move it. Your task was to push. And now you come to me, with your strength spent, thinking that you have failed. But, is that really so? Look at yourself. Your arms are strong and muscled, your back sinewed and brown, your hands are callused from constant pressure, and your legs have become massive and hard. Through opposition you have grown much and your abilities now surpass that which you used to have. Yet you haven't moved the rock. But your calling was to be obedient and to push and to exercise your faith and trust in My wisdom. This you have done."

"I, my friend, will move the rock," says the LORD. At times when we hear a word from GOD, we tend to use our own intellect to decipher what He wants, when actually what GOD wants is just simple obedience and faith in HIM… "By all means, exercise the faith that moves mountains; but it is still GOD who moves the mountain."***

(Author: Unknown)

HONEST CHOCOLATES made FROM HEART:)

I made some chocolates as soon as i could done yesterday. I arrived at my boarding house about 6 o'clock. Why it has been that late from school? Well i've got lab work every friday-once in 2 weeks. I then took a bath quickly and hurriedly went to indomaret to find some aluminium foil for the chocolates cover but there was nothing. I got back to my boarding house and went to sinar soon. I bought 500 gr of chocolates and an aluminium foil. It completely cost Rp24.500 if im not mistaken.

After i have arrived at my boarding house later, I fastly open my chocolate bars and melted it to be molded on my plastic mold. I just had 2 of it so that I must go down and upstairs frequently for 4 to 5 times. [Ih waw~capekk bener]
But u know what guys, It was all OK i've being tired coz im sure that my chocolates for y'all would have been tasted so nice because i was honestly and sincerely made it. Well, from my deepest heart too:D [LOL] Yeah I thought it was the FIRST and the LAST for me to gave my classmates some choco for a valday.hehe

On Saturday evening, my classmates and I went to Tunjungan Plaza arranged a single party [jomblo party, red] together. Generally we all just had window shopping, watching movie and eating.hahah:p
There were 13 who could made it. We just like 'no destination to go' at first. Being surroundings and around TP until I bored. I hate when gone somewhere with no importance and destination to go. It was just wasting time. I prefer stay at my boardinghouse, watching TV or just go online and read some books. It's more useful and didn't wasting money too.
I watched "Death Race" @ XXI-TP and it was just awesome. I like it. The story was cool and I thought that the story was more likely "The Condemned"-told us a killing that being on air on the internet to get many responded from society and they got to pay to watched it. But in the "Death Race", the story certainly about racing with violence and killing too.

And I've just here-being back to my boarding house then go blogging!XD
Eniwei, HAPPY VAL'DAY to all!
It's too late now and i've been so sleepy. Nite all:)

Do you like pet?

I do!:D

Especially if it is a DOG! I like 'em so much. They're really cute animal and they even can be our best friends. Eventhough they don't talk our language. Except the talking dog-Selby really exist. Don't you read it? It's a Duncan Ball stories! It's for junior or children but quite interesting though[for me.haha]
Talking about dogs, my cousin's dog [whom i gave for many years ago] have had their puppies. There're 4 cutie puppies..aaihhh..so cute:):)
One of them looks like a siberian husky [ih waw.cool then] whereas the other just like a really common dogs [anjing kampung maksudnya..hahahah]
Perhaps the male dog married my cousin's female dog have generation from husky.hahaha..but it's truly looks like a husky. A cute female husky.lol~
Its name is Ichi.

Can you see it? looks like a husky rite? Maybe the ears look different [coz husky's ears are standing upright] wahaha. But its cute eniweiii^^
I wanna have one of them too but i can't coz i stay in boarding house and my hostparents don't like dogs.huks huks.
But I do have dogs at my hometown! Miss 'em:']

WHY AM I ANGRY?

Woken up in the morning at 5.20 am, I hurriedly took a bath, brushed my teeth and made an energen cereal added with 2 spoons of oat. I went to school by pedicab because of raining. It's not that hard but well,i just don't feel like to go there on foot. The way must be wet and dirty [haha].

No need to write my daily from the beginning or y'all are gonna be bored.lol
Just wanna tell that these few days i feel like i always have a bad mood. Im easily getting angry and angry. Guessing it's a common [maybe] but i have tried not to do that [not having a bad mood at all.always smiling and be patient =D]
hmm i think it maybe just because im too tired this week. I slept overnight and I guess my 'monthly guest' will coming soon. wew-you know laa.haha

Im sory to my friend, alf, I had snap at you when you want to borrow my chemistry paper, really, im sory, im not thinking much at that time.I was just snap and grumble.TT''
As a matter of fact, im not just mad at him but i do easier to angry to all of my friends.Im so cruel~
I thought that i was too stingy too.aarghhhh.
Why am i angry?
Why should i be that stigny?
it's TROUBLESOME.
Weary to fulfill this confusion of myself, my sentiments, and the way how i live.
My bad behaviours often intrude me*sob*

Edward Cullen on the Twilight Saga:)

Date of Birth : 13 May 1986, London, England, UK

Birth Name : Robert Thomas-Pattinson

Nickname : Rob, Rpattz

Height : 6' 1" (1.85 m)

Mini Biography :
Robert Pattinson was born on May 13, 1986 in London, England. He enjoys music and is an excellent musician, playing both the guitar and piano.
When Robert was 15, he started acting in amateur plays with the Barnes Theatre Company. After, he took screen role like Ring of the Nibelungs (2004) (TV) (Kingdom of Twilight) as Giselher and Vanity Fair (2004) as Rawdy Crawley.

In 2003, Robert took on the role of Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (2005). He got his role a week later after meeting Mike Newell in late 2003.

He has since been cast as Edward Cullen in the highly-anticipated film, Twilight (2008/I). His music will also be heard in the film. Robert has also completed upcoming roles as Salvador Dali in Little Ashes (2008) and Art in How to Be (2008).

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm1500155/bio

Bible Reading : Proverbs 3 : 5-6

Trust in the Lord with all your heart. Never

rely on what you think you know. Remember

the Lord in everything you do, and He will

show you the right way.


Note from the Life Application Bible :

When we have an important decision to make, we

sometimes feel that we can't trust anyone - not

even God. But God knows what is best for us. He

is a better judge of what we want than we are.

We must trust Him completely in every choice we

make.

friends, always be in touch with God. Trust HIM, LOVE HIM, accept whatever HE gave to you so that your life will be blessed. AMEN:]
JBU all~

Nji Gou Meh? GONG XI GONG XI NI:)

wew..it's been so long long time im not blogging!
eniwei...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARR...

GONG XI FA CAI 2560!
Zhu ni shen di jian kang

quan jia xing fu wan shi ru yi :)

it's maybe late but better than im not gonna saying anything to y'all.hahaha [who has seen my blog?Noone i guess.LOL]

Last saturday, Jan 24th 09 I went to my hometown. it was so crowded at the station. Everybody's were sinlui's students [yeaa..it shows that sinlui's VERY well-known for many people from everywhere studying there]. Great then.

I arrived at Solo on 8pm and my family picked me up then we all went to my father's friend house to celebrating his new mansion. Yeah of course i ate for FREE!hahah
lalala. im FULL
huhuhu.it's too FULL till i felt loathing and i was just regret why i have eaten that fcukin food?
the food didn't taste nice! (X-X")

blahblahblah
The next day i went to bandungan to go to "Susan Spa".
On the middle of my journey there, i met my relatives [well actually we've an appointment to met in somewhere coz im going to bandungan and they was just went to solo from semarang] and they gave us my mom's goods.
Gosh, my cousin was so cute...=>=>
He looks so handsome and really amazing.hahaha
i wanna pinch him!lol~
fiuhhhh..............
eat eat eat
i hate whenever i back to my hometown coz it makes me so FAT!
i always eat eat and EAT! all the time u know!
fat me.TT
i hate that
hiks~
After all, my journey to Susan Spa was nice. i like to be there bcoz the view was great and I had lot of photos there:)

Year end holidays-absolutely in my hometown, and it's a lot BETTER than in my boarding house!!

Tadi siang, tepate jam 1'an, aku wes nyampe sby mane.nd kos.dengan selamat.
liburan nd solo tok memang.yaaa sempet k jogja seh.seharian.mek jj mb WG.bawa mobil sendiri dengan supir pribadi-ehmm tepatnya mobile tommy dan dia yang nyetir..pulange baru armando sopirnyaaa.HAHAHA(JK guys;P)
macett pol jalane k jogja pas tu..aku seh maoe ice skating'an..tapi pada gak mao n TERNYATA, cuilik banget i tempat maene..padahal dulu pas saphire mall belum jadi total, aku sempet liat tempate ice skating lumayan gdhe i.wah jan.mengecewakan==".nggarai males yaan..lagian mosok aku maen dewean kabe mek ngliati.lak yo LUCU skaliiii~
Jadi, mamper nd saphire mall intie mek liak arena ice skating tros pipis.wakaka
habis gitu(kmana yaa) citralen opo galeria ngono namae.wihh iso lalii aku nama mol'e.wes gtw ksitu soale lek pg jogja.ndsana mek makan.muter2.duduk dan ngobrol d WENDY's tros lanjod k ambarukmo mall.(arah pulang solo)
pas ksana ae wes jam 4an itu..qt2 nemeni feli nyari kado gae dc-her sister.akere nemu tas uniqe n cute nd 'cheaper2'.
d tengah jalan pulang..nggosip2 sambil ndengerno lagu..mboh tau2 feli crita serem ngono..ttg anak ursulin xg meninggal karna kecelakaan gara2 mao nembak calon bojoe t apa gitu.(smoga arwahnya tenang di sisi Tuhan.amen><)
poe tragis ok critae.sakno pek..tros nyambong2 lagi mb crita serem laine sampai pada akernya qt2 nyampe nd rumah tommy, tros makan hik ganep.ENAK MURAH MERIAH.wes lamaa gak maem ndsituu..:]

Hari2 liburan (awal2e nd solo), aku rajin olahraga coyy..wakaka
tiap pagi lari2 nd manahan..sorene renang.cuman skali seh renang'e.lha tiap mo renang lg akere gjd.haha.
bis gitu mulae maless lari2..lha wes tidor'e mualemm bangon pagi.lelah skali.ckck
tapi minggu kdua lebi rajin basket aku..(sbenere si lek diitung ya mek 4 kali basket bareng temen2.TT)
tapi seruuu..paling seruu pas maen nd bhinneka lawan sukro (bener nda ya namae?haha) dan kokonya.hebat cak mreka.keren maene.sepp2.makae tmba gosong iki basketan.belang deeh jadinya=="

Selain itu ya mek pergi makan nd obonk tros karaokean mb WG(2kali).Obonk, fav resto WG!(memang enakk seh ndistu.murah yaan steak'e.)
kmaren se traker pg mb WG hari jumat, 2 jan 09. ada meli n bojoe juga se.tapi meli telat.qta pisah meja juga.gak cukop buat ber-8 mejae.maap ya meli.kamu seolah2 mek makan b2 mb bojomu.TT
mao omong2 juga susah.lha mejae misah ngono.
akere aku mb WG wes mari maem, bojoe meli sek nambah, padahal qt mao karaokean, jadi t tinggal deh meli><. wo shuo dui bu qu..:(
eitss, sebelum makan, qt sempet poto2 dulu..xD

Karaoke'ne nd nav 2, dengan ruang small, dapet lante tiga paleng pojok pisan.tapi seruu.stevan iku paleng gendeng nyanyie.wakakak

Hari sabtue potong rambot..(hell, i dont like it at all==") aku benci tiap mao potong rambot.seringe gak sesuai yang aku inginkan!!haess~
sorene nganter koko ke bandara tros maem nd 'Rocketz live coffee', nyobak'i.barugitu pg k SS cari tas gredeg xg besare pas gae k sby.lha senk biasa t pake gedhe ok.size 20.rada lebai rasae lek bawa2 iku.
tapi gak nemu.tros nyari k matahari singosaren (i hate being there.full of..wew.u-know-what)
dan nd mth singosaren y gada seng sreg.akere baru inget punya tas cukop'an.polo house xg nd rumah gak kepake.jadi pake itu.buang2 waktu ya pake k SS n MTH singosaren.LOL~

Dan sampailah aku skg nd sby.being sucks.i miss home a lot(cocok bgt lek ndengerno lague michael buble-'home' skarang ini)
lha mesti gini se.habis liburan lama nd hometown tercinta, mbalek kos iku rasae NJEGLEK poll. nd kos lak terbatas sak cuplik ruangan tok.gak iso lapo2 rasae..lek nd rumah ape petacilakan jungker balek mblayu2 bengok2 yo iso.aaaaaaaaaarghhh~

convinient VS uncomfortable!!

ya memang sih.rumah sendiri memang adalah istana.:']
wes nd kos dewean gini..2 anak WM xg ngekos podo mb aku blom mbalek jg. WM masi masok aker januari ketoe. (well, meskio mreka mbalek pun, im not gonna talk much with 'em i guess.it's all the same then)++"

it's 20.36 now.i've just called my mom.miss her badly like it was a year totally not seeing her.yeah, im hype.
kangen kangen kangen.black i miss u too..xD
skarang lebi MALES lagi mengingat besok skolah.rasae pengen libor teros ae.wew~
enak kali ya tinggal nd NERVERLAND wif cute peterpan.isie maen2 tok.hahaha *once time daydreaming*

OK.mending aku baca twilight skg daripada BT gini.
twilight i love ya!:]