WHAT THE??

Tryin to understanding u..
Confuse myself
Im so panicky
Afraid of losing u,my bestfriend
Afraid of something that can broke our relationship
These feeling just makes me so BAD
What the f*** has happened?
I just don't know.
The problems come from me
Perhaps.
I'm sorry to behave like this
I'm now have to endeavor
Straighten what had happened
Correcting what i had said about
I know I just swaying with the wind..
These feeling makes me insane