WHY?

I?
what am I?
just a bastard girl lookin for a hapiness in this life
lookin for a colorful life
lookin for someone care
lookin for bestfriends that apparently dislike me
or perhaps they even don't want to see me?

i always feel bad things
never look up high and seeing from the top
in my head i said..

why?
i've got fault-i've apologize
i maybe had done a bad behaviour
im just the LOSER

why?
i guess you've singin me a song titled "apologize"
said that i was too late for it
said that we're not fated to be bestfriends huh?

why?
why i always thinkin that much?
what i believe is what i get

why?
I just won't be